At 17 it's hard to see past friday night..

"...oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
She wasn't right for you
And still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back
And you're wondering if you'll survive
You'll make it through this and you'll see
You're still around to write this letter to me

At the stop sign at Tomlinson and Eighth
Always stop completely don't just tap your brakes
And when you get a date with Bridgett make sure the tank is full
On second thought forget it that one turns out kinda cool
Each and every time you have a fight
Just assume you're wrong and daddy is right
And you should really thank Mrs. Bringman
She spend so much extra time
It's like she sees the diamond underneath
And she's polishing you 'til you shine

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
Tonight's the bonfire rally
But you're staying home instead because if you fail Algebra
Mom and dad will kill you dead
Trust me you'll squeak by and get a C
And you're still around to write this letter to me

You've got so much up ahead
You'll make new friends
You should see your kids and wife
And I'd end up saying have no fear
These are nowhere near the best years of your life

I guess I'll see you in the mirror
When you're a grown man
P.S. "go hug Aunt Rita every chance you can"

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
I wish you'd study Spanish
I wish you'd take a typing class
I wish you wouldn't worry, let it be
I'd say have a little faith and you'll see

If I could write a letter to me
To me"

- Brad Paisley

Live On < 3

You want me to write about life a dealth... Here are 3 amazing and wonderful people who's lives here on earth were cut short. They all were so full of life and had so much life to live and i'm sure they're living it up in paradise. They left there mark here and will never be forgotten.

This Year- especially these past few months have been a surreal example of the power this evil world can have and how you can have someone you love with all your heart with you one second and gone the next. Every person is a blessing given to us by god. a blessing that is not to be taken  for granted. In every struggle there is a lesson to be learned.  Vance, Micah, and Jake have changed lives. They each had the power to brighten my day with a simple smile, or a joke, and they always new just what to say.  

Life is a Beautiful gift. Waking up every day to a clean slate knowing that you have the power to determine the outcome of that day is incredible. if you are not enjoying your life then change something. wether it be your attitude, friends, or curcumstances there is always an answer and there is always light at the end of the tunnel.

We never really know if today is our last day.. death can sneek up on us which is why it is so important to enjoy the now. take a chance- a step into the dark. and never give up on your dreams.

if you're not loving what you're doing DONT DO IT.

So you say you love me...

" When i say i love you, it's not because i want you
or because i cant have you,
It has nothing to do with me. -KM "




 I

 

   L

    O

      V

        E

         

           Y

             O

               U

3 words. 8 letters. 1 meaning. Right?

wrong.

I love you can be said with absolutely no meaning at all,

just 8 letters that happened to fall together--

Please never let it come to this.

When you say i love you mean it.

fall in love and not in hate

make mistakes but learn from them

and keep searching.. it's never too late.

It might take a while

and your heart might have to break

but please when you say i love you dont be fake.

A heart is something special

We came to earth with our hearts nice and full

But now because of 3 words-- said but not meant

Some hearts leave this earth with some holes.

Saying i love you is heard, lets face it.

So how do you know if you meant it when you say it?

It will put a smile not only on your face, but on your heart

And that smile wont go away even when you're apart.

                                                                        - Amelia Mae <3

" Once you realize what's in front of you,

that spark-- that passion-- that feeling..

Never let it go.  Once you've lost it,

you can never get it back."

Hello Phobia

We live in fear- we all live in fear.


Fear is learned. you dont just wake up one morning and have all these fears within you..
They are taught to us by society and by experience.


I am Not Afraid of clowns.  I am Not afraid of spiders or being kidnapped.
I am Not afraid  of dying before i even get the chance to live.  And i am Not afraid of losing someone i love.


Im afraid of myself.

I'm afraid of love but some how i always find myself seeking it because love is more powerful than any fear.


I am Not afraid of you and the power that you have on me- of being judged. I am Not even afraid of failure.

I am Not afraid of love because i am not afraid of disappointment.  I'm Not afraid of the freeway and i am Not afraid of my opinion of myself...

" Taking chances, and being risky are parts of life, that many people tend to avoid.  Without overcoming out fears we limit ourselves to a life full of not knowing what we are truly capable of.  Taking chances is all about evaluting whether or not we want to continue liveing a boring life full of saftey nets and restraint, or if we want to push ourselves to new limits that we never enven imagined we could reach."

Take every chance. Drop any fear. Prove people wrong.  Listen to your heart.

Life..

       Life is a gift. a wonderful beautiful gift. so why don't we treat it like one? not going to lie i take my life for granted sometimes, like those days that i just want to end or when i waste a whole day sleeping or watching t.v. but i never really realized that when i wake up in the morning and live another day i am more lucky than the 146,000 people around the world that weren't as fortunate as me.  some of which didn't even live to be half my age. The truth is i never know when it'll be my last day.  And i like it that way because then i can really live everyday like it's my last. and as sad as it seems it very well could be.

      Too often i find myself wasting precious time, time that with every second of life is a second closer to running out so when i get the chance to dance i do it.  I sing even though im not a singer; i laugh until i cry, and i love more then i should.  But most of all when trials rain upon me , i have the courage to dance in the rain. <3

Im Thinking About You...

You wonder when the last time i thought about you was... well honey i can't remember the last time  i wasn't thinking about you.


im thinking about you like bees think about honey,
honey im thinking about you like the wealthy think about money.
like the deaf think about sound and the blind think about sight.
im thinking about you like birds think about flight. and darkness thinks about light.
cuz honey you are my light.


I'm thinking about you like sinks think about dishes
and shooting stars think about wishes, and i wish that you'd think about me too.. 


im thinking about you like hands think about holding
like hearts think about beating and what not...


im thinking about you like flowers think about wether you love me or love me not.
  


I'm thinking about you like little girls think about fairytales,
 and dreams and being a ballerina when they grow up.
im thinking about you like love thinks about lasting
like love spells think about casting
i'm thinking about you more than i should so i'll stop.but i cant. 


im thinking about you like candles think about fire and fire fighters think about fighting fires.
 and honey when i think about you my heart's on fire.
 im thinking about you like twitter thinks about tweets,
 like match.com thinks about someone new for you to meet.


im thinking about you like you think about her
like she thinks about him but he's not thinking about her.
 and i know you might not think about me as often as id like,
 but i don't think i'll ever not be thinking about you.

{{Blessed}}

Laugh A Little :)

Guys should copy all of the pics girls take haha :)

Get Real.

Im not your Average girl i  have dreams that will come true.
I wear what i want and i say what i say cuz im not here to impress you.
i don't judge others, i could be your best friend.
i eat what i want cuz it doesn't matter what size i am.
But do you accept me?  NO.

Im not your average girl i have dreams that will come true.
I wear what i want and i say what i want cuz im not here to impress you.
I don't judge others, i could be your best friend.
I starve myself trying to look like you, this will never end.
But do you accept me? NO.

Im not your average girl i have dreams that will come true.
I wear what i want and i say what i want cuz im not here to impress you.
I've dropped all my friends now because to you they don't "fit in".
I starve myself trying to look like you this will never end.
But do you accept me? NO.

im not your average girl i have dreams that will come true.
I wear what YOU want and i say what YOU say cuz im trying to impress YOU .
I've dropped all my friends now because to you they don't "fit in".
I starve myself trying to look like you this will never end.
But do you accept me? NO.

Im just your average girl, more fake than i am true
I'll wear what YOU want and i'll say what YOU say cuz im trying to impress YOU .
I've dropped all my friends now because to you they don't "fit in".
I starve myself trying to look like you this will never end.
But do you accept me? NO.

I'm inches away from dying, my life is nearly through.
But who is there to pick me up? My best friends. not you.
You never will accept me but guess what i do not care.
I finally got the courage to open my eyes and stepped out of  this hell.

Each of us were born 100% real.
Find the real you and hold on tight
cuz in the blink of an eye you can lose your sight.