I am staring at the eiffel tower. And it's staring back at me, the only difference is i look at her with amazement in my eyes but she, she looks at me saying "stop staring and come explore." Sometimes i wonder how long it'd take to get to the top and is the view really that great? will i find a painter, a hot french guy or just a bunch of tourists. do people in France take the eiffel tower for granted or do they go there every day like i wish i could. someday soon.. i'll explore

Poetry for dummies..

Roses are red Violets are Blue __________________ (something that rhymes with blue. ^^^^^ The Classic^^^^^ Or you could pretty much write anything in poetry format cuz the truth is it doesn't have to rhyme or fit the "social norm" You just write what you feel and guess what.... YOU are a Poet :)

I love anything and everything Nicholas Sparks! A WALK TO REMEMBER "Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it." THE NOTEBOOK " So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. And we're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that, because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day. " “I love you. I am who I am because of you. You are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, everyday we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. ” “We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it.” DEAR JOHN “Our story has three parts: a beginning, a middle, and an end. And although this is the way all stories unfold, I still can't believe that ours didn't go on forever.” “I finally understood what true love meant...love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.” THE LAST SONG “Sometimes you have to be apart from people you love, but that doesn't make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more.” “Mom says it's because she has PMS. Do you even know what that means? "I'm not a little kid anymore. It means pissed-at- men syndrome” THE LUCKY ONE " You should be kissed every day, every hour, every minute."

26 going on 13

So i get on my facebook and have a message from my 26 year old sister that reads:

Hey... i tag you in pics and vids all the time.  It would be nice to see you a little more involved in our lives.  I am making an effort on my part. (apparently by liking my facebook pictures??) Love you.

Me: haha... is this a joke??
i always accept all the pictures and videos you tag me in... what the crap??

Sister: No it's not a joke. You never comment or like anything.  I never hear back from you.  I am just letting you know that it would be nice to talk to you more. i am not trying to be rude, so you dont have to be.  i am just letting you know that i miss you and it would be nice to hear from you a little bit more. i got to skype with dad yesterday, so that was really nice.

Let me know when and if you want to talk.

Me: i was there when you guys were skyping...

Sister:  I saw you for like two seconds- you hardly said anything another example that you arent trying.
You don't have to go nuts and like every pic and be sarcastic just keep in touch.

Mom wanted me to split a ticket with her for you to come as your graduation present...

Well Tyler's brother is graduating too. Do you know how hard it is to win the battle of getting you sent, over his family, when his family is so involved. It is impossible. And to be honest, I don't really fight that battle. I cant argue that
I am not asking much. Family keeps in touch and communicates. At least I thought.
I just say all this cuz I care. If I didn't care about you, do you think I would really care that we talked?


HER STATUS UPDATE: (ONE MINUTE after i logged off)
Wow.  I am really starting to realize that i should start caring a whole lot less about people who obviously don't care much about me .  I have been reaching out and i am done. i am at peace with the fact that i have tried; and that is all i can do at least i have my own happy little family and the few people that i share a mutual realtionship with.

Please give me some advice thanks.