Jealousy is overated

Shout out to "The Devastation Diaries" i'm jealous of you.

So at first i was thinking of my favorite poems and poems that have influenced me . poems that i just think sound cool, or make me feel something. and then i thought who better to be jealous of then someone elses work that is my age but that i think surpasses me in talent my a solid mile... and then i remebered a blog. your blog.

 " Overture to Blog in B Flat"

Ah i wish i had your talent!

"This isn't what you think.

This isn't about getting to heaven. It was never about getting to heaven. This is about why I can't sleep at night." it kills me how simple but clever this is and i would never think of it. but i feel like you don't think you just write and that is something i want.

 

 

"..But I want you to know something about me: I'm invincible. I'm also breakable. I'm passive aggressive and ungrateful and blasphemous. One day I woke up in the morning and the whole solar system had fallen at my feet..."

 

i love that your thoughts are all over the place but perfect at the same time
"one day i woke up in the morning and the whole solar system had fallen at my feet..." I love that you make me believe you.

 

"I won the sun in the lottery but I didn't want it because nothing is ever good enough for me..."

 

Be prepared for me, but don't leave me.

"Because if I go to Hell for this blog, I'm taking you with me."

 

some people may argue (or not really care) that a blog post is not poetic but i disagree and aside from the fact that you make me feel bad about my own writing i am jealous of whatever him/her/it that wrote this... if only i could be more.like.you.

 

 

" A Picture's Worth 1000 Words."

What am i saying??

Live to Dream

I dream about nothing & everything.

There are dreams i hardly remember and then there are dreams that i will never forget. dreams that are etched in my brain under To-Do. those dreams are the ones i love the most.

It is important to know that dreams will become reality.

i know that if given the time here to do so i will become a peditrician with a beautiful family and that i will be able to raise my kids the way they should be raised. and i know that i will be able to fly one day too!--k well that one was under the "In Heaven" section because in heaven guess what i'm going to do.. Fly!

There is no limation to dreaming if you can dream it you can do it. Unless of course like me you dream of marrying Him

Or Him

Or Him

Or Him

Or Him

Or Him

Or Him

Or Him

Or whoever this is

Because chances are that's not gonna happen but i mean hey it never hurts to dream.

I am a Dreamer

Because i am a dreamer.

i

know that

i

can

do

whatever

i

put

 my 

 mind

to.

i

know

 that

 everytime

 i

fail

 it

increases

my

chances

of

sucess.

But

most

of

all

i

know

that

dreams

come

true.

Because i am a dreamer I Believe.



Follow Your Heart Not Your Bones.

Bones.courage.courage.bones
Sometime i get inspired by 2 words to write poems.
Poems who's audience are no one but bones,
my bones.




Courage is giving your bones a vacation. It is time they shut up and let me do what i want.
Courage is forgetting-- forgetting--for.. sometimes i forget what im getting out of this thing i call life.


Forgetting is hard sometimes.


 like when you get your heart broken or when your mom yells at you or when no matter how hard you try for something it never seems to turn out write wait that's not write, right. sometimes i have the courage to write what i feel inspite of the fact that the only eyes this post is gonna see are mine.


My bones control my eyes they don't let me see the bad in others-- my bones hurt me. they do what they want and all i can do is sit there and watch them do it- if they let me watch that is.


If you're reading this i think you're amazing, and i hope you know who you are. and i hope that you don't turn out to be like every other guy out there. I hope you make mom proud and i hope that you don't let what they say to you hurt you because they are wrong. i am wrong. we all are. I hope you have the courage to forgive me and i hope you have the courage to follow your heart- it is pure and true. i hope that when you look at me with those eyes that you see good.  


I have to stop writing now because my bones told me to. and all the mean things that i said to you that was my bones to. and when i'm grumpy or rude, or not in the best mood-- yep, my bones make me act like that too.

At 17 it's hard to see past friday night..

"...oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
She wasn't right for you
And still you feel like there's a knife sticking out of your back
And you're wondering if you'll survive
You'll make it through this and you'll see
You're still around to write this letter to me

At the stop sign at Tomlinson and Eighth
Always stop completely don't just tap your brakes
And when you get a date with Bridgett make sure the tank is full
On second thought forget it that one turns out kinda cool
Each and every time you have a fight
Just assume you're wrong and daddy is right
And you should really thank Mrs. Bringman
She spend so much extra time
It's like she sees the diamond underneath
And she's polishing you 'til you shine

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
Tonight's the bonfire rally
But you're staying home instead because if you fail Algebra
Mom and dad will kill you dead
Trust me you'll squeak by and get a C
And you're still around to write this letter to me

You've got so much up ahead
You'll make new friends
You should see your kids and wife
And I'd end up saying have no fear
These are nowhere near the best years of your life

I guess I'll see you in the mirror
When you're a grown man
P.S. "go hug Aunt Rita every chance you can"

And oh you got so much going for you going right
But I know at 17 it's hard to see past Friday night
I wish you'd study Spanish
I wish you'd take a typing class
I wish you wouldn't worry, let it be
I'd say have a little faith and you'll see

If I could write a letter to me
To me"

- Brad Paisley

Live On < 3

You want me to write about life a dealth... Here are 3 amazing and wonderful people who's lives here on earth were cut short. They all were so full of life and had so much life to live and i'm sure they're living it up in paradise. They left there mark here and will never be forgotten.

This Year- especially these past few months have been a surreal example of the power this evil world can have and how you can have someone you love with all your heart with you one second and gone the next. Every person is a blessing given to us by god. a blessing that is not to be taken  for granted. In every struggle there is a lesson to be learned.  Vance, Micah, and Jake have changed lives. They each had the power to brighten my day with a simple smile, or a joke, and they always new just what to say.  

Life is a Beautiful gift. Waking up every day to a clean slate knowing that you have the power to determine the outcome of that day is incredible. if you are not enjoying your life then change something. wether it be your attitude, friends, or curcumstances there is always an answer and there is always light at the end of the tunnel.

We never really know if today is our last day.. death can sneek up on us which is why it is so important to enjoy the now. take a chance- a step into the dark. and never give up on your dreams.

if you're not loving what you're doing DONT DO IT.